Blogging is hard! I was half way threw when I click off and my draft was gone, gone, gone! I tell ya. Blog spot is weird it saves your draft after each pause you take from typing so when come back again to find it NOT there. Anyways this blog is not about that its about me and how i want to be thin as a toothpick I mean thin I'm always goggling "Zoebots", clenbuterol, skinny celebrities, celebrities weight loss secrets and i find new info all the time. I never go anywhere because I am big which is why i started doing to whole HCG thing and I was getting my skinny back and now I'm gaining but its because I got tired of diet you really have to put yourself in a mindset to succeed at staying thin and because I didn't know what else to buy to push my body further into losing more weight if I would have known what I knew now I would have been to my ideal weight by now I dont even know what I weigh and don't wanna know until i start over again. I had a delay in my weight because of some life problems which have led me to where I am now. I don't even care about my well being anymore cause it's too over rated hell it seems everyone around me that's actually living there life and doing bad things is actually getting what they want out of life weird right so now I said i going to do just that be me from head to toe. So I have been goggling all night about weight loss. Its like I cant get my life straight until I get my size right does that sound right. So I ran across this blog that talks about everything under the sun about losing weight quickly and she said to find your wight inspirations and surround yourself with them. Some of mine include Nikki Hilton, Rachel Zoe, Mary-Kate Olsen, Nicole Richie, Kristen Stewart, Kiera Knightly, Lindsay Lohan, Victoria Beckam & Mischa Barton.
Cause I have a adrenal body type stress makes me fat instead of making me skinny and everything on me is ok all my weight is in my stomach area. I guess I'm having a early-life crisis because I drying to be thin and live my life to the the extreme at any cost to my well being and health.
Life is stressful right now well hell when isn't it for me thats why ima live my life the way I want to cause hell I'm the one who has to be happy everyone around does what they want to be happy but not me i sitting here waiting for someone to spend time with me well im get my ass up and move around on a nigga. What im i waiting for i dont know. But I know one thing whatever ive been waiting for Im going to go out there and find it go get it you heard.
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